by
cryxstals1
@ 2008-10-04 - 11:03:36
How many people i wonder are taking prescription drugs they do not really need. At a point in my life i was taking anti depressants and it went on for years, any Doc would give them me without question, i was hooked but i did not know until i ran out of them and turned the place upside down trying to find just one or two to see me through another day.
I did not want to come of them i thought they made life barable but infact they were destroying my life, i was having rages and my brain was fuddled. Finally they were taken of me and i went through terrible shaking and sweating and pain,then reality hit, it wasnt good at first, but then i discovered the good side,i actually saw a flower for the first time and heard a bird sing,these things had gone unnoticed for years.
Now docs have trouble getting me to take tablets for anything. I suffer pain rather than take anything. I have seen others turn into a junkys taking prescription drugs,increasing the amount of pain killers they take until they are of the planet.
Pain killers eventually do not work so you must take more, with every drug there is side effects, some times you are not aware of,others are quite dramatic and can be very unpleasant and you think its part of your illness but its the drugs,even your doc does not know what is wrong with you they think your a head case so you need more drugs,in some cases they do test after test to find nothing wrong,its again the drugs.